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Spectrums

by T. Shan

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BDSM (EP Version) 03:05
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If you wanna leave me I’ll make it easy We all got that PTSD (PTSD!) If I feel that we’re through If it’s past our curfew These nights all just leave me empty anyway If you wanna hurt me Baby, don’t worry (Don't worry!) Give me that BDSM (BDSM!) You know the safe word Just tell me you want me Go 'head and treat me as less than you did at the start When I’m down, when I’m broke Have the rest of me On and off, new and old Stuck in entropy I know your anatomy You know I’m your masterpiece Yeah I guess it’s just a one day kinda thing (Kinda thing!) I hope that we’re a one day kinda thing Leave a space there on my California queen If you don’t know how to feel, just lie to me She said you shouldn’t kiss me just so you feel something Then she kissed me, yeah I missed the last train, then she walked into the station Said she was glad for once I’m bad with time Missed your chance how many nights you wanna spend on this, yeah (Yeah!) Do you really need closure? You say, just one last time for you to hold her (One last time!) Know you mean one last fuck cause you’re an ogre When I’m down, when I’m broke Have the rest of me On and off, new and old Stuck in entropy I know your anatomy You know I’m your masterpiece Yeah When I’m down, when I’m broke (When I'm down, when I'm broke) Have the rest of me On and off, new and old (On and off) Stuck in entropy I know your anatomy You know I’m your masterpiece Yeah Guess it’s just a one day kinda thing (Kinda thing!) I hope that we’re a one day kinda thing Leave a space there on my California queen If you don’t know how to feel, just lie to me When I’m down, when I’m broke Have the rest of me (When I'm down, when I'm broke) On and off, new and old Stuck in entropy (Have the rest of me) I know your anatomy (I know your anatomy) You know I’m your masterpiece Yeah
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Cosplay 02:24
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Tell me what’s the deal? Is this all just cosplay to you? Are these feelings real? Or am I shipping our alleles? Cut me, tell me What’s that blade you wield? Unsheathed, swear I’ve seen that glint before, oh Clothe me like the bad guy So you can be My heroine one last time (Girl, be my heroin one last time) Tell me what’s the deal? Is this all just cosplay to you? (What is this to you?) Are these feelings real? (Something to ask yourself) Or am I shipping our alleles? You treat me like the monsters under your bed We lay on your phantom threads (We lay with your phantoms) Have I grown to a good man who could be one for you? Or is it all cosplay? Or is it all Or is it all Tell me what’s your deal? (You treat me like the monsters under) Is this all just cosplay to me? (Cut me, tell me) Do I want something real? (Clothe me like the bad guy) Or am I shipping our alleles? Tell me what’s the deal 'Cause I don't know anymore Is this all just cosplay? If you were what you mean to me, yeah This wouldn’t go so easily
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Pheromone 03:22
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(Father, forgive me for you know that I am always sinning) (Take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system) (Excuse my language, that's a hang-up for how shitty I've been feeling) (Sorry, I feel no attraction, I know that it's been a minute) Your pheromones rest with me still I'll give you all my words I’ll keep them safe for you (Safe for you) Oh, let me in under the veil I'll give you shelter, shelter, shelter Speak in tongues while I read from the braille (Speak in tongues, from the braille) Say His name when I drink from the grail (Say His name) Oh, your pheromones rest with me still (We always saw each other better in the dark) Take me along (Take me when you) When you return for them I saw you best in the dark Florescent desires Do we gotta fuck for you to open up? Your tears on my shoulders, our galaxy's new star (Yeah) Come into mine, lay down your arms (你是不是看上我了?） And I pray to gods within us who Have lost all my trust that You’ll let me protect you in the bad dreams That haunt you at night Are you afraid of love? Ooh I need you as more than a scent (Look who’s talking) Your pheromones rest with me still I'll give you all my words I’ll keep them safe for you (Safe for you) Oh, let me in under the veil I'll give you shelter, shelter, shelter Speak in tongues while I read from the braille (Speak in tongues, from the braille) Say His name when I drink from the grail (Say His name, oh Amen) Oh, your pheromones rest with me still (We always saw each other better in the dark) Take me along (Take me when you) When you return for them Your pheromones, my pheromones Yeah, the year is cold (The year is cold) But you ain’t here alone (Nah, nah, nah) Oh, let me in under the veil (Let me in) (Sorry, I feel no attraction, I know that it's been a minute) I get it
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Alone, Together (feat. Alfred Lam) 03:13
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Stay the night Even if you gotta leave in the light Stay in my eyes I need to feel you offline Yeah Grew my beard out and shaved it 3 times since we last hung And you know me, that shit don’t grow fast Unlike how we metastasized like all last month Topaz month end, another sad song I follow us through time with the tachyons Too many motives in my world, fuck it, mask off Too many Camrys at the end of the night In my feelings off of emptiness and Canada Dry If you’re getting cold feet, girl, I’ll bring you some slippers Aw yeah And I know we both got our fair share of stitches Saw my ex on a dating app, guess we’re making laps (Laps, laps) I see we’re both back to our old tricks (Back, back) Good times on Betamax Obsolete, but I still play it back for atonement, yeah Feelings that I left unspoken Said to the wrong damn people Same confidantes, same homies (Same homies) Is all that remains of the old peace, yeah yeah Too many flings Never no strings A couple one-nights I ain’t mean it to be Some 365s I ain’t mean it to be Still don’t know what to call what’s between you and me I been feeling like I live life in sprints Start, stop, then start Until the bubble pops on the Upper West Side Pretzeled with you, can we stay like this? Can we stay like this Stay the night (Stay the night) Even if you gotta leave in the light (Leave, oh) Stay in my eyes (Stay in my eyes) I need to feel you offline (Oh) Please stay the night Stay the night Even if you gotta leave in the light Stay in my eyes I need to feel you offline
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25 03:33
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Yeah, ay I don’t like saying goodbye Man, I don’t like tell no lie 25, 25 Boy, go get 'em Give you the update, if you ain’t catch it from the songs (Yeah) Lil' bit of heartbreak, a bit more baggage on my arms (Uh, huh) 25, 25, My dad had his only son (25) They all keep saying "only 25," but I wonder what I’m on Ay, I’m all in on myself, your boy running a startup (He runnin') COO, young CEO, pushing me because I am the product (Yeah, yeah) Got my grandparents’ blessing, that and parent acceptance (What else?) They trust me as a man, I guess everything switches My grandmama gone, I finally got why y’all posting (No ad-libs) RIP, on IG, fishing for likes in this moment I don’t know who to go to, and I ain’t asking for condolence But these tears aren’t flowing, what, you don’t count this as ghosting? Then I partied the next day, actually I went out that night (That night) Did I think about grandma, or just hope grandpa’ll be alright (I don't know) And my other grandparents, only thing I hate is their mortality Why aren’t I grieving for her 'stead of worrying bout the rest of my family, fuck Ay I don’t like saying goodbye Man, I don’t like tell no lie I don’t want be no regular guy Boy, don't you know you're in the real life? Damn, 25, 25, 25 Don’t invite me to your wedding, I just might have some objections She got a good dude, but we work too damn well to forget it (It's true) I think I need a little bit of time to see through my own deceptions (Maybe a lot) Contrary to what you might think, I don’t wanna be possessive I say too much on these songs (You know it) Guess that’s the price of admission (Price of admission) Lot of friends leaving the city (Leaving the city) It’s their time but we’ll miss you (We'll miss you) We all got different goals (Golazo) He wants a dog and a car (Vroom, vroom) And some nature on the weekend, in another life, I’d have it all I met an ABG, wanting Forbes list, 30 under 30 (Good luck) Went back to the dude who gaslit her, maybe go work on your personal firstly (Just maybe) I broke a long-term thing, got a text from old fling (Brr) She kissed me then left me in the street, what do you really want from me (What do you want?) She said she doesn’t know, but now she’s back on my mind (You back?) And then she’s back to LA, I’m fucking wasting my time I gotta cut out the nights where I’m just looking to make a mistake (Make a mistake) Answers leading to more questions 'cause I just had to get a taste (Taste) There’s people I could fuck, but they aren’t people I’d marry I’ll meet the right girl, she’ll tell me her sign doesn’t work with Aquarius Big stage all 2019, what are you gonna say? I’ll put this shit out 2020, I let you be the gauge Ay I don’t like saying goodbye Man, I don’t like tell no lie I don’t want be no regular guy Boy, don't you know you're in the real life? Damn, 25, 25, 25 Only time I feel at home is Canal and Mulberry And my mama's house (Mama) ‘Member when money’s the only thing I called about (Caller) Now I bring bouquets, 'cause our issues resolved now (Holla) Canal Street gone Soho, 万岁街到欧洲 (Yeah, yeah) Been a crazy life this go-through (Yeah) Yeah, Sab and I are trying to stay in touch again (Again) She said “I’m over what we had, I really miss my friend” (Damn) Goddamn, that’s better than anything I could pen But girl, I feel too guilty to show up there at your ends Cultures clash, families past, just an American story Sometimes I wish it wasn’t, fuck it wouldn’t that shit be boring Tricoastal, tryhard, 踹我历史在心里 25, Inshallah, pray that we find the meaning Yeah I don’t like saying goodbye Man, I don’t like tell no lie I don’t want be no regular guy Sometimes I don’t like me or I I, 25, 25, 25 Ay, let me try to be a better presence in your life Nah, nah, nah, oh Ooh, oh 25, 25
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Protecta 02:51
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What Just looking at you (Aw yeah, yeah, yeah) You’re a creep (Yeah, yeah) Ow, that hurt I hope you know I hope you know, that you make me Feel like a protector You, make me feel like a child You make me wanna stay like this for a while (Aww) You make me wanna cradle you til you’re out Though my arm feels like when the TV’s down Beard pokes forehead, you keep saying ow Make me feel I weigh more than 150 pounds You make me wanna throw in the motherfucking towel And you know I love being right, aren’t you proud? (Mm-hmm) Make me wanna dress like (Dress like) Them Asian couples with the same outfit (We’re not doing that) (Yeah, yeah) "Make me," you love to say that to get me riled up (Make me) In the kitchen, side by side Got your hustle, I got mine You know I been on, and she been gone But we gon’ make the time Ay, let’s take it slow (Oh) Let’s get overgrown, yeah yeah (Let's get overgrown) You gotta know (Nah, nah, nah, nah) If I’m with you then I’m home, yeah, yeah (You know if, I'm with you I'm home) If I got you, you got me, I got everything I need Girl, I swear that I’ll be your protecta (Woot woot) Ay, my girl thicc like Kyle Lowry After this I gotta go take a seat (Who’s that?) Technical foul-mouthing She gave me head like bone appetit (Like Gourmet Makes?) I’ll be protecta, be your decompression I promise I’ll try not to be just a lesson Let’s get together, be someone’s ancestors Got family in future, we gon’ be the Jetsons (Get outta here) I’m independent Aquarius and rooster, I’m a baby of January Least that’s what mama says, I’m fucking stubborn But you still deal with me, and you got me covered (I got you) Apply your makeup sitting on the floor in 我的T恤 Who knew that I’d like the quiet? Ay, let’s take it slow (Oh) Let’s get overgrown, yeah yeah (Let's get overgrown) You gotta know (Nah, nah, nah, nah) If I’m with you then I’m home, yeah, yeah (You know if, I'm with you I'm home) If I got you, you got me, I got everything I need Girl, I swear that I’ll be your protecta Yeah, yeah You see us, his and hers matching hoops (Oooh) 2 J-Lo's, how we we gon’ lose? (how we gon' lose?) Rolling up like Jennie and Jungkook (Jungkook) We ain’t staying long, got things at home to do So get a good fucking look while you can Girl, I’m your simp, you’re my biggest stan I'll be your protecta (I'll be your protecta) Ay, let’s take it slow Let’s get overgrown, yeah yeah (Oh) You gotta know (No, no, no) If I’m with you then I’m home, yeah, yeah If I got you, you got me, I got all I’ll ever need I’ll be your, I’ll be your, I’ll be your, I’ll be your Let’s take it slow Let’s get overgrown, yeah yeah (Oh) You gotta know (No, no, no) If I’m with you then I’m home, yeah, yeah (You gotta know) (I know) Let’s get overgrown I’ll be your protecta
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backonmyBS (老习惯) [EP Version] 02:50
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Ay, ay, ay 你好 I’m back on my bullshit Now with bigger and better promotion In then out on your girl like I’m Lopez Yeah, yeah (Lopez, for 3, yes!) 说什么干什么，家教 (说什么干什么） 要什么买什么，不发票 （要什么买什么） 说咱俩一层，你别耍笑 (Ha, ha) Ay, you want a translation, not now (Na, na) I’m vibing Ay, I gotta say, it’s my lucky day She trying to bae, she wanna lay (She trying to bae) And I’m an idiot Sitting reading tea leaves like "what’s her play?" (Comon, man) She ain’t spark joy in my life I Marie Kondo’ed the girl (Sayonara) This dick is exclusive, hit up my ex (Five stars) You gotta get a referral With my glasses on, I look like Trelawny Seeing the future way past 2020 (2020, 2020) Grandmama told me 要保护你身体 告诉她咱俩都万岁没问题 (Na, na, na, na) 在美国买什么都用 reserve 在中国甩红色毛泽东脸皮 (甩, 甩） 有时候糊涂的飞来飞去 在美国花大钱不小心用现金 （飞来飞去 x3) Oops, no biggie 你好 I’m back on my bullshit Now with bigger and better promotion In then out on your girl like I’m Lopez 你好 I’m back on my bullshit 说什么干什么，家教 (说什么干什么） 要什么买什么，不发票 （要什么买什么） 说咱俩一层，你别耍笑 (Ha, ha) Ay, you want a translation, not now (Na, na) Said 你好 I’m back on my bullshit (你好 I'm back) Said 你好 I’m back on my bullshit (你好 I'm back) Could you please tell your girlfriend (Could you please?) 你进到我家就得拖鞋 (No shoes) Ay, I told you I’m back, I told you I’m back (我回来了） The boy wanna croon and the boy wanna rap （又来捣乱了） Said she gon’ find a better man than my ass Babygirl had to go on a roadtrip (See ya) Boy wasn’t making them bangers (Yeah) Now he been making them bangers (Okay) Recently dated a banker (Uh huh) She told me what she was making (That's it?) Found out we’re in the same tax bracket, and she want a new occupation Quit my job and they all got inspo I'm getting big enough to have haters Some days, I just feel fucking aimless I need a bit more impatience Never wanted my wins silver-plated I’ma always bet on myself on high stakes shit And ain’t that what this is? (Amen) I need you watching my six (Watching my six) 你不要搞错占我便宜 我心凉好，我可是给你点面子 你好 I’m back on my bullshit Now with bigger and better promotion In then out on your girl like I’m Lopez 你好 I’m back on my bullshit 说什么干什么，家教 (说什么干什么） 要什么买什么，不发票 （要什么买什么） 说咱俩一层，你别耍笑 (Ha, ha) Ay, you want a translation, not now (Na, na) Said 你好 I’m back on my bullshit (你好 I'm back) Said 你好 I’m back on my bullshit (你好 I'm back) Could you please tell your girlfriend (Could you please?) 你进到我家就得拖鞋 (No shoes) Ay, I told you I’m back, I told you I’m back (我回来了） The boy wanna croon and the boy wanna rap （又来捣乱了） Said she gon’ find a better man than my ass Babygirl had to go on a roadtrip (Vroom, vroom) Ay Shut your mouth, you’re not god (Shut your mouth) Or my father, or my boss (Or my boss) Or my mama And if I still listened, still'd have the same old stable job Yuh, you see the proof in the pudding (You see the proof) Ay, I've been the new Cuba Gooding (I'm friends with Tom Cruise) Ay, show me the money, ya dummy I’m really, really back on in abundance

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released October 16, 2020

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